A New Change I Suppose?

Changing back to Classic Blog Theme. I feel that the previous one still too cartoony. But yes, I am back...

Things have been well I guess. Though Its still very exhausting when hatred and anger just don't stop haunting me. But now... I'm really learning to give my troubles to God.

Cell group have been really loving and caring. Can really see the change in terms of care and concern. We're all working very hard together to build this relationship. I really love the times we spend together.

I'm still having trouble letting go off the past though. But then Pastor Daniel just taught us about moving on yesterday. So I hope things will turn out well.

I still need to try harder on the bible reading plan. Need lots and lots of discipline to get myself reading the bible more. But I am sure this plan will work well. Afterall, its doing for God. So Praise him for the Discipline beforehand =)

New Year, New School Terms, New Forms of Stress coming. I'm pretty sick of school I suppose, I hate the feeling that everyone in school just isn't close to me at all. To them I am just an acquaintance. But I know I have to work hard because I still want to someday share to everyone in YI a good testimony.

I'm still guilty of going to church secretly though... But I must endure and keep praying... I've not been praying enough for this situation and my family... I cannot and must not be comfortable with this situation.

Btw, Yesterday Sister Wanping Bought me the Sermon CDs for YI Camp! =D I'm so happy loh. Though its kinda embaressing when I almost tried to give her a hug out of joy (but I didn't)... So we shaked hands instead... Totally Embaressing XD

Did some cleaning today, took out my Sec School year books to look at photos. Man how huge I've grown -.- Its time to exercise I tell myself. But man, when I look at those photos, I was like, why did I wasted my 4 years of life doing those stupid things. But yes, I think I've changed for good.

This New Year What do I aim?

1. Lose 10 kg(Difficulty level *****)
2. Spend more time with God(Difficulty level *****)
3. Work Hard for School(Difficulty level *****)
4. Lift My Emotions to God(Difficulty level ***)
5. Change My Attitude towards my family(Difficulty level *****)
6. Buy a Camera(Difficulty level *****)

Yes, I need to start to blog more often...